Eating bitter sweet chocolate.. mUa Fav!! lindt dark chocolate. Yeah.. itz over..Finally… yesterday was IU day.. Igh..so darn tiring n stresSing. woke up at 5 something n left the school at 2 something… hmm..DisSapointed in some of the Mgs interact members.. very very pathetic.. letz giv an example here.. v Told u guys ur duties.. how many of u DID ur duties>?? wat hapPened to the Freaking Security ppl??? didn’t see u guys doing Anything.. even after the break… v, who had Nth to do with security watsoever.. had to go usher ppl Back into the hall.. HOw bout d cleanliness>? told All of u all to stay back to clean up.. u all went home pulak.. wat is This? tiz Ur school 2 okay>? how bout the refreshments.. Zoeee was fainting there handling everything during the break.. HELLO.. do u Read ur interact logo?? do u See wat it SAYS… it says SERVICE ABOVE SELF.. the last iu day i went 2.. way back when i was form2.. v actually Served the other school’s first b4 sitting down 2 eat ourselves.. eventhough v didn’t hav anything to do with refresments.. N 2 some of u.. whY r u all so Incredibly Not Sporting?? hey, u guys say ur so Much better than mc/amc/ watever other school/ Rite??? well, from wat i saw that day during the impromptu group performances.. u guys… Expecially the ORANGE ones… *sigh* itz my fav colour after all..oh well.. NVM.. no big deal.. if u guys think u did ur part that day n so on.. then, i’m NOT talking about u ppl. Siapa makan cili akan berasa Pedas.      Not all of u guys suck lah.. juz a CERTAIN number thatz all. =D Letz look on the Brighter side.. v all aren’t perfect..v all (the ppl who organise the thingi.. made a bunch of mistakes)  n there were a large bunch of ppl that day who Really helped out.. Thanks Loads to everyone. =D  Oh.. one more thing.. SAri’s r hard to wear..  n i nearly Tripped over the thing wen i walked out that time.. =/ had to keep it on 4 some time cz anderson was backstage for their performance.. How could i Change/???!

           so After that.. i went to cgbc for youth.. didn’t hav time to bath..LoLZ.. juz washed my face..  then After that.. me,benita, david and NicoLA  proceeded to cgmc’s hawker nite 4 Food.. oh yeah., thanks to Unknown guy 4 fetching me n benita.. else v would hav to walk.. n my feet was in no Good Condition by that time.. so after eating n sitting around.. supposed to go wesley youth rally at 7.. but v managed to somehow end up sitting there at cgmc till Way past that.. anywayz.. tumpang joash’s car to wesley… reached there about 8.10.. hahaha..  alrite.. i g22g practice piano Now.. Exam on wednesday.. Aiks..! nvm, i’ll go makan sushi after that.. =D i won’t be goin to school on tuesday n wednesday.. Muahaha.*

MARIAVILLE.!!!!. hahah. muA Kindergarden.. was messing around yesterday when i Found my Kindergarden Pics.! =D I was Sooo Cute.. hahahah. i still remember a bunch of frens from those kindergarden years.. really interesting really..2 c how much we’ve probably grown.. recently discovered a few of my Friends from school Now used to be in kindergarden with me.. LoLZ.. how Cool is That>? so Anyway..Ex Mariaville Ppl.. Feel free to Contact me!! would Love to c u guys again// =D alrite..i’m gonna keep it sHort 2day.. g2 sleep Earlier else i’ll oversleep n be late for DJ duty tmr.. this week’s topic >.: Hukuman Vandalisme. -_-" owh Yeah.. one more thing.. m So glad i don’t hav to buy the crickets 4 IU day.. i’ m AFRAID of crickets. hahah. eating ice-cream now.. i eat alot of ice-cream.. =D

i Feel Really very Tired rite now.. -_-"  think maybe itz cuz i don’t hav enuf 2 eat.>? hahahah.
Yeah.. school’s jus getting Boring-er.. can’t help but feel that way..  stil hav more than a year 2 go.. Ish.. n Yet u n i noe v should b Appreciating this time of our life.. Sweet 16.. (at least Almost! hahah) Yeah..i AM enjoying it.. juz not in school..thatz all.. hahah. went 4 the student exchange thingi.. they went like "y japan>? too many applied 4 japan..itz Really Hard to ge..how about ur 2nd choice>. iTaly.. would u like to go thr>?" aku membalas dengan mengatakan " it would be an HOnour to be given an opportunity like that..but i am financially unapt n italy is a couple of thousand more expensive than japan which makes the biggest difference in Y Japan was and is my first choice.. " ok wateva.. i don’t really mind not goin coz its in november-december.. n thre’s loads to do as a 16 year old .wanna get a job.. sales girl! Yeahh, or maybe at a sushi restaurant?? hahah/> n Camps!! i wanna go outward bound.. n if i don’t get a scholarship./. Or if i get Italy.. i’ll just skip Exchanging n go 4 OBS.. =D
         the weather’s been really nice this few days.. cloudy>. but not rainy… Yeah went for starwalk on sunday,, it was Fun.. the weather was really good2.. hahaha.. wonder how it would be like if it rained?? =) i’ve realised something as well.. my Sneakers actually HUrt Badly if u walked n run in them long enough! i hav blisters now.. Ouch.. this shows how seldom i use my sneakers.. hahahah.

Wow..i‘m actually in the mood to write a journal now.. hahah. I’ve finally managed to get online.. enough said about lousy tm.net.. maybe I should juz start my own internet service provider someday… anyway, I’m here to type about how it scares me sometimes… the way ppl who were close to you or a Good Fren.., can juz disappear out of ur life.. But seriously.. there’s so many ppl out there I’ve lost contact with..Rite now, if I were to bump into them, v probably wouldn’t even say “hi”.. it makes me wonder.. 10 years from now>. Will I still be frens with my current frens>? Will the day in say, year 2016 , come when I bump into a close fren from the “good old school days” >n will we even recognize each other>? Wat if we did>? Would we juz walk by pretending not to see or would we meet up n start laughing and talking again>?  If a few months of not seeing each other can deaden a frenship.. how about a few Years>? Hey, I might not be 85 years old… but in my almost 16 years, I’ve lost contact with frens enough to noe that I’ll probably lose More in time to come..n yet, with every fren I lose.. I don’t feel that lost.. coz God has blessed me enough to see that I gain another one with time.. =D N there’s still the memories.. even if I don’t hang out with the person anymore.. even If  we don’t talk or sms.. I’ll always remember the great times we had together no matter how short it was.. if it was for a few days, a few weeks, a few years… it makes no difference.. .